I say goodbye to you, and then goodbye to my soul. You leave me standing here, my chest an empty hole. I screwed up as I always do, and now I am still sorry. Yet does it even matter anymore? Its the same old, same old always in what I do wrong so just leave me. My heart and soul is painfully sore. I dont know what to do since im a untimely bore. This is a pathetic writing and is nothing but drivel of what I CAN do but I just hurt so bad I must scream it to the heavens dear reader. I hurt, and I dont know what to do anymore. I need excitement and something new in my life and I cant seem to find it where I am right now. Please help god for though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, and though I fear no evil I still fear losses and the many mistakes I will make if I cant find resolution soon. Thank you dear readers.